My mom's rapist has caused her to be the way she is?

Okay, so I am 13 years old in case anyone was wondering. So my mom was raped when she was 13 by a guy who was 18 who went to her school (she’s 39 years old now) and I know a lot about him (I researched and everything) so now she found out 4 years ago when we moved to the home we currently live in now that he lives a mile away…so she wanted to move but my step dad didn’t want to since we had just bought the house. SO then the guy who raped her ended up being the landscaper for out backyard, and she had to cancel all of it but anyways now she ran into him at a bank and now she won’t leave the house and my mom has a lot of problems caused by that and by my father not wanting me when I was born and things that have happened which have made her who she is today (scared, home 24/7, all in my business & has to know all my passwords to everything) she’s super protective over me, and she thinks I’m a bad kid and that I’m out doing bad things when I’m really not… and she has a myspace with a fake picture that’s not her and in all her status’s on her twitter she posts that she’s out having fun and all these status’s that she’s on a bike trail and just doing stuff when really she just sits at home…all day on her laptop hiding behind her fake profiles. She’s gained a lot of weight in the past 10 years so she’s self conscience about herself and I was just curious why she would do that and she spys on my facebook and asks me about everything, and she never listens to me when I try to talk to her, she cusses me out a LOT, and recently she’s become worse. I don’t know what to do, I’m almost 14 but I still have 4 more years of this and she tells me all the time she hates me, and that she’s embarrassed I’m her child. We’re moving soon to a new house away from her old rapist but she skipped school and got drunk and then the guy raped her so she’s not all that innocent…. she was only 13 when she did it too. But her problems have effected the way she’s raised me. As a child growing up, I remember every birthday all I wished for was that my mom would love me and actually hug me and say she cared about me. But she lied to me for 9 years saying my step dad was my father then now I’m banned from seeing my father (I met him once when I was at the age of 12) and I don’t get to hangout with friends often because she doesn’t like to leave the house (she complains everyday after she picks me up that I should be greatful she actually takes time to pick me up from school) Time from what? Being at home in her pajamas all day on her laptop? My step dad doesn’t have any say in any decision they make in their "marriage" when he pays for everything, and when he gets home from work she goes on and on and on about her drama (which is nothing) and he doesn’t like to live like this. She nags me and my step dad constantly and screams at us, and she’s fine to be around for a little while but then she’s your worst nightmare. She is so in my business (which every mom should be a little) but she goes to the extreme and she even hacked into my best friend’s facebook to see my facebook profile! My friend thinks my mom’s crazy now, and I’m not sure what to do….she’s VERY hard to talk to about things. (I know she has several mental illnesses, as my counselor told me and she recommended me a book called trapped in a mirror to understand how my mother is which I read). But, just know if you’re going to suggest that I talk to her…she won’t admit she has a problem and she lied about having fake pictures on her twitter and then screamed at me for "spying on her" SO what should I do? I think I should just stick it out until I’m 18 and just continue getting good grades so I can get a scholarship but does anyone have any other suggestions? It has become MUCH MUCH worse even this past month to where she’s become paraniod that everyone is out to get her (she’s always been that way) yet she convinces herself she’s perfect (she says so) what to do? Please help.
what do you mean by step my step to the mail box…?
And we did counseling for a while 2 years ago together but she wouldn’t come with me anymore, so now I just go alone.
Someone tried to break into our home 2 nights ago, and I was awake to hear it (my mom and step dad were asleep) I think it was her rapist because he drives by our house occasionally. I feel like I need to stay up until 3am to make sure I can go to sleep and have nothing happen (him break in) someone has attempted to (we are almost certain it’s him) so I’m not sure why my mom isn’t more concerned than she is. I receive good grades, but with the stress I have through her it’s complex to concentrate during exams/tests/homework. Her problems become my problems, and so on. I don’t want it to be like that, and when I try to discuss counseling together, or discuss my feelings towards her not ever showing she loves me she either laughs, or she says that I’m just upset about my father and I am taking it out on her. Which isn’t true, but she won’t believe that.

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I am a teenager and I would like to make a word of mouth and pay per click marketing company online?

I have domain name and host and website template made and ready to be uploaded but I want to know how I can turn these things into a business that offers twitter marketing, Facebook fan page setup, and Myspace business pages along with word of mouth marketing for technology businesses and service startups. My selling point is that I am a teenager and I know the benefits of online marketing and how to do it correctly. I was mainly wondering how to accept payments and things for my business. I have a "contact us" page with a website email but should I take payments through paypal and if so how? ONLY PEOPLE WITH EXPERIENCE ANSWER!

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I need some advice on my relationship?

Ok me and my guy have been together for almost a year now. I love him very much. We have been through a lot of super hard things together. We also live together.

We had plans for this weekend, shopping and what not. Friday morning he wakes up and informs me that there was a show he wanted to go to that night, one I wasn’t old enough to attend (21+ and im 19). He then said that he would stay at his buddies house over night since the show would go late. He has done this before and I was cool with it. The thing was he told me that he would be back Saturday afternoon and we would go out for lunch and continue with our previous scheduled plans.

WELL, he isnt home yet and it’s Sunday morning. We don’t have cell phones so its not like I can call him but we have been keeping in contact on twitter and he was streaming last night on ustream.

I wouldn’t be worried or even upset but this is not the first time he didn’t come home when he said he was going to. Also, I just checked his friends on myspace and he has 2 females on there who i don’t know and live in the area that aren’t me (he has said that his myspace is for "business only" (he is a music producer) and up until recently there was no one outside of business on there). One of these females is an ex of his who was also just recently @ mentioning him on twitter saying "add me please" and "hmu i need a friend".

He also told me that he had unfollowed all of the porn stars he was following on twitter, and i find out that’s a lie.

Last night when we talked he said he loved me, and missed me and would be home today. He said not to worry because he is doing music stuff (that’s what he was doing last night when he was on ustream).

I know i should be able to trust him. And i do to a point. But all these red flags are popping up.

What do I do?

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how can i get my music noticed?

hi, im leif, im a dj in the uk called DJ Coley B. i am 14 and have been producing for about 2 years i have been getting better and better over the years and i have built my own website one weekend: http://www.djcoleyb.co.uk tell me what you think. anyway i have been trying to get my music heard and get myself a name. i vary alot in genre i used to do more trance, dance, electro etc but now i am doing more DnB and Dubstep but i love to give those genres a chance in my newer albums, i have released 2 albums and am bringing out a 3rd very soon, i am manufacturing it myself onto CD. i am making a small profit but for now i am not so bothered about money as i am currently running my own merchandising Business.

Publicizing:
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Alrighty, this is a fairly simple question?

On my computer tabs, in this order, I have Facebook, MySpace, twitter, Yahoo Mail, AIM mail, Last.fm, Yahoo Answers, MLIG, MLIA, FML, and then Mystery Google. For the past 3 and a 1/2 hours, I have been doing nothing but going down the line and doing my business on each one and texting my boyfriend simultaneously.

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Should I get Env Touch or The Droid?

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What are the top 5 social networking sites for businesses?

Aside from the basic Facebook and twitter and MySpace, what are the lesser known sites that businesses can use to connect with potential customers?

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